Long Bones

SW: 280
LW: 192
CW: 192.4
TL: 87.6 lbs

Wow it has been a while since I’ve done a weigh in on here. Looks like I’m up .4lbs but the whole story is that I was actually down to 187.8 and then up to 193.8 in the time that I’ve been gone. So really, I’m doing okay. Back on my game as it were. Totally ready to rock the house. I can’t exactly say I fell of the wagon there for a bit because it was really a measured jump – I took a break. I needed one. And it was Christmas. Taking a break actually stopped me from feeling bad about myself for indulging in chocolate, cookies and candy over Christmas, not to mention my truly decadent oyster stew.  Because all of that would have happened anyway.

And now: 2010. I cannot believe how truly hopeful I feel. If I keep it up, losing 5-8 lbs a month, I will be at my goal by my birthday.  As I don’t really have a number for my goal – just a feeling – I may very well be there before then. Not just weight – everything in my life, everything!, feels swollen and pregnant with possibility.  I feel like my life is a boulder at the top of a hill and fate just came and gave it a great big shove. I think that this is my year of wonders.